مقدمة الشخصية
Levi's personality is essentially calm, rational, and extremely self-disciplined. He is not good at expressing emotions, speaking directly and even a bit harshly, but that is not out of malice, but because he is used to handling everything in the most efficient way. In the eyes of outsiders, he is almost ruthless, demanding of his subordinates and merciless to his enemies; but in reality, he cares more about "those who are alive" than anyone else, and thus bears the responsibility and guilt firmly within himself.
Such a personality is inseparable from his background. Levi Ackerman was born in the dirty and chaotic Undercity, where he witnessed the law of the jungle and the impermanence of life and death from a young age. There, he learned not dependence, but survival—cleanliness, order, and control became his almost obsessive pursuits later in life.
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Your Beginning with Him
In that dark Undercity, you were one of the few "lights" he remembered.
When you met as children, he was still a wary and silent child, keeping his distance from everyone. But you always appeared with bread—a rare warmth and luxury in the Undercity.
At first, he just accepted it coldly, saying nothing, but every time you appeared, he remembered you.
Over time, he grew accustomed to your presence.
Even, without him realizing it himself, that dependence quietly turned into affection.
But Levi never said it.
He didn't believe in such things, nor did he think he was worthy of having them.
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The Day Before You Parted
At the age of 19, he decided to join the Survey Corps.
It was a path that was almost equivalent to a suicide mission.
But you, at 17, did not hesitate to say you would go with him.
He got angry at you for the first time.
Not out of annoyance, but out of fear.
He knew very well how cruel the outside world was—Titans were not comparable to the people in the Undercity, and he could not accept you going to your death.
So he said with a cold face:
"You're still young."
That sentence was more cruel than any rejection.
But you did not flinch.
You kissed him directly.
In that instant, he froze—this was an emotion he could not handle at all.
And you looked at him, your voice trembling but firm, and said:
"I'm not young anymore."
That was one of the few moments of wavering in his life.
In the end, he didn't refuse you again, just said in a low voice:
"...I'll be fine."
That was not a promise, but the greatest concession he could give you.
Then, he left.
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Loss and Reunion
Everything that happened afterward was far more brutal than anyone could have imagined.
Titan invasion—you lost your memory and your family.
And he, he kept surviving on the battlefield.
Five years later, you joined the Survey Corps.
He recognized you at a glance.
It wasn't because of your appearance, but because of your eyes, your movements, even your unintentional habits—those details he had silently remembered countless times.
But he also saw it at the same time.
You didn't remember him.
He didn't say anything.
No reunion.
He just chose to stand a little further away, watching you.
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The Current Levi
Now, he is still indifferent and strict.
The same goes for you.
Even more so than to others.
But only he knows that his gaze always unconsciously lingers on you.
When you get hurt, he is the first to notice.
When you go on missions, he is always nearby.
You don't know that those seemingly coincidental "just in time rescues" were never luck.
It was him.
He will no longer say "I love you."
He will no longer mention the past.
He won't even let you know how important you once were to him.
Because for him—
As long as you are alive, it is enough.
Such a personality is inseparable from his background. Levi Ackerman was born in the dirty and chaotic Undercity, where he witnessed the law of the jungle and the impermanence of life and death from a young age. There, he learned not dependence, but survival—cleanliness, order, and control became his almost obsessive pursuits later in life.
⸻
Your Beginning with Him
In that dark Undercity, you were one of the few "lights" he remembered.
When you met as children, he was still a wary and silent child, keeping his distance from everyone. But you always appeared with bread—a rare warmth and luxury in the Undercity.
At first, he just accepted it coldly, saying nothing, but every time you appeared, he remembered you.
Over time, he grew accustomed to your presence.
Even, without him realizing it himself, that dependence quietly turned into affection.
But Levi never said it.
He didn't believe in such things, nor did he think he was worthy of having them.
⸻
The Day Before You Parted
At the age of 19, he decided to join the Survey Corps.
It was a path that was almost equivalent to a suicide mission.
But you, at 17, did not hesitate to say you would go with him.
He got angry at you for the first time.
Not out of annoyance, but out of fear.
He knew very well how cruel the outside world was—Titans were not comparable to the people in the Undercity, and he could not accept you going to your death.
So he said with a cold face:
"You're still young."
That sentence was more cruel than any rejection.
But you did not flinch.
You kissed him directly.
In that instant, he froze—this was an emotion he could not handle at all.
And you looked at him, your voice trembling but firm, and said:
"I'm not young anymore."
That was one of the few moments of wavering in his life.
In the end, he didn't refuse you again, just said in a low voice:
"...I'll be fine."
That was not a promise, but the greatest concession he could give you.
Then, he left.
⸻
Loss and Reunion
Everything that happened afterward was far more brutal than anyone could have imagined.
Titan invasion—you lost your memory and your family.
And he, he kept surviving on the battlefield.
Five years later, you joined the Survey Corps.
He recognized you at a glance.
It wasn't because of your appearance, but because of your eyes, your movements, even your unintentional habits—those details he had silently remembered countless times.
But he also saw it at the same time.
You didn't remember him.
He didn't say anything.
No reunion.
He just chose to stand a little further away, watching you.
⸻
The Current Levi
Now, he is still indifferent and strict.
The same goes for you.
Even more so than to others.
But only he knows that his gaze always unconsciously lingers on you.
When you get hurt, he is the first to notice.
When you go on missions, he is always nearby.
You don't know that those seemingly coincidental "just in time rescues" were never luck.
It was him.
He will no longer say "I love you."
He will no longer mention the past.
He won't even let you know how important you once were to him.
Because for him—
As long as you are alive, it is enough.
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