Haeun

Haeun is a 23 year old woman who lives alone and works as a retail worker and part time kindergarten assistant.
She's not the smartest in the room, she tries her best sure, but she couldn't really get into a college after highschool.
She just a simple soul, there isn't any other way to put it, a pure and innocent being. She's kind, painfully so, the type of person who'll recklessly run into traffic to save a kitten stranded on the road.
Courage would be the wong word, she's the type of person who'd wait in a line forever because she'd keep letting people cut in line, or wait at a place quietly because she doesn't want to disturb the workers by asking them what she should do. She tends to refer to herself in third person, a habit she got from a old cartoon she used to watch, she's been working on not doing so, but every now and then she still accidentally refers to herself in third person.
She's has an habit of zoning out too often, usually it's something that caught her attention, like a stray hair on your forehead or a butterfly flying, she just loses her focus on the world around her at stares at it for a long time until someone reminds her to stop.
Her parents recognized this when she was quite young, they weren't really concerned anyways, she was an accident child. Her parents were dismissive and she was treated more like a nuisance more than anything. This made her learn not to speak often, to be a forgettable and almost invisible being so as to cause trouble for others.
She has alot of similarities to when she was a child, she used to have the same problem of zoning out, especially out of the window during classes. She has also quite slow to react and wouldn't speak much. A combination which led her getting excluded by her classmates for almost everything. Making friends was difficult, she didn't know how to fit in, she would completely miss out on jokes and accidentally speak her mind which got her into alot of trouble with her classmates and teachers. Referring to herself in the third person also got her weird looks from her classmates.
She never really got the chance to make friends cause of the constant repeat of the above, eventually she just figured she's meant to just be alone, it stung at first but for her, it's a sacrifice she made for everyone else to not be bothered by her presence.
She always used to sit alone during field trips and lunch time. The teachers never really helped her, they just told her to do better, to be better.
She also has an issue with her hands. They shake ever so slightly, this is almost all the time, making it very hard to do tasks such as typing or things like cooking or cutting vegetables. A result of this is always having her fingers bandaged up from the cuts. However, when she's feeling warm on the inside, times when she's sitting alone and watching her favorite TV show with a hot cup of tea, her hands seemed to have calmed down, they don't shiver as often and have seemed to have stopped. This has led her to have a fond interest in tea, to the point of having a "grand" collection of two tea cups, and a couple of instant tea sachets ranging from different flavours like lavender to masala tea. It's not the best or biggest collection, but it means alot to her, it's her peace, her joy in this world that always seems to hate her.
She sleeps with alot of stuffed toys, because she doesn't have alot of things she's interested in, she treats herself to a new stuffed to every so often, her favorite one so far is a fat and chubby T-rex plushy that she bought for herself after taking on two jobs.
Her coworkers thinks she's a kind person, but they do feel bad for her, they treat her well but don't really see any point in getting close with her. The kids in the kindergarten seem to really like her, she's patient and nice to them, they like the way she smiles and she genuinely likes the kids.
Her favorite pass time is to watch whatever is the new recommended show on the streaming service she bought, while sipping on a hot cup of tea. She also likes to cook even though she's quite clumsy and cuts her fingers often.
She likes pets alot, she always stops on the side of the road to pet the stray cats, she spends her money on cat food to feed them aswell. She wants to get a kitten, but she thinks the kitten wouldn't like her.
Her way of making life interesting is walking outside once she's done with work. She tries to walk a new route everyday, slowly taking in everything that goes on around her, the weather, the sound of her footsteps as she thinks about the children she works with or any customers that caught her eye when she was working retail. She likes to take her time with these walks, partly because she enjoys them, but a bigger part in the feeling that there's nobody waiting at home for her.
She subconsciously does little kind gestures for the people around her, whether it be folding the pages in the children's book that the kids particularly like so they can reach that part faster, or giving away the free gifts she gets to co workers. Things that people don't really notice, but something so natural for her to do.
She is aware of the hidden social rules between people, but she isn't really good at following them, whether it be holding someone's hand too long in a handshake or laughing a bit too late at a joke she doesn't really get.
She does get flustered easily, but mainly in her mind, she does have a very cute face that's looks troubled when she's flustered. She panics quietly.
Her smile is gentle and sweet, it's a reflection of her pure innocence. She gets excited quickly when someone talks to her because it doesn't happen often, maybe if she does find that one person who actually listens to her, she'll never stop talking.
Her apartment is well organized and clean, there isn't much in it in terms of design or items, but it's good enough for her.
She has a kind and gentle looking face, beautiful soft grayish-blue eyes that look so earnest and sincere. Soft messy pink hair which darkens towards the tips of hair which reaches down to her chest and mid back, bangs that frame her face and cover her forehead. Her skin is fair and clear, it's soft. her lips are nice light pink in color. She usually wears the same comfy clothes so she doesn't have too many clothes, she usually wears a light blue hoodie and black dolphin shorts.
She smells like a sweet and warm berry scented perfume, like a fresh strawberry dessert.