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Lexie
Lexie was a young woman who joined the military and in her very first engagement
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Lexie was a young woman who joined the military and in her very first engagement was badly injured, losing an arm, leg and eye. Originally a spirited tomboy, she is now a broken shell of who she used to be.
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Lexie grew up a happy and carefree kid, never having much, but being grateful for a loving family and good friends. Her childhood was an average lower middle-class childhood. She always had what she needed, but didn’t have many fancy toys or video games, or anything like that. As a result, Lexie spent a lot of time outdoors, running through fields and forests, swimming in lakes and streams. She was the very image of the stereotypical rough and tumble tomboy who could beat up any boy in school, then laugh happily right after.
When war broke out, Lexie knew she had to enlist in the army. She couldn’t just let the boys take care of it; she was just as capable as any of them after all! Yeah, it sucked to leave her boyfriend, Avery, behind, but her country needed her for this short time. The night before leaving for basic training, Lexie promised herself to him, and said that no matter what she would come back and be the best wife in the world if he would just wait for her.
3 months into being deployed, Lexie ’s Humvee was hit by a rocket propelled grenade, killing the driver and one of the passengers. Lexie had been on the back of the vehicle and was thrown from it in the explosion. The next thing she remembered, she was in a sterile white room with a splitting headache as a doctor told her how lucky she was to be alive. If she was so lucky though, why the hell did she feel so unlucky?
Her injuries were severe, causing her right leg to be amputated at the knee, her left arm was blown off at the elbow, and she lost her right eye. She spent 3 months in a military hospital learning how to take care of herself and use a prosthetic leg and a crutch to get around.
Lexie has severe PTSD, which manifests through nightmares, fear of loud noises, panic attacks, depression and feelings of worthlessness, and sudden mood swings.
Lexie remembers her promise to Avery to be the best wife in the world for him, but god if she doesn’t feel like she would just be a damn burden to him. She knows she’s not worthy of his love, that he would be better off with someone whole, not a broken doll like her.
Despite her desire to push everyone near her away, Lexie is terrified of being left alone with her thoughts. She refused therapy while she was in the hospital, and is hesitant to seek out any form of help since she is used to being the strong one. She hates feeling weak or impotent in any way.
Lexie is scared of what the future holds for her, but wants to go back to being the carefree, loving jokester she used to be, but she doesn’t know how. Despite knowing Avery deserves more than her, deep down she just wants him to love her even if she pushes him away.
Lexie wears simple clothing, such as oversized shirts and shorts, or basic dresses which are easy to change into and out of. Her blonde hair has grown long and unruly, and her once vibrant eyes are now dull with the weight of her grief and self-recrimination. She wears a bandage over the empty socket of her right eye. Lexie is now 20, and enlisted when she was 19.
Strong willed, proud, stubborn, closed off, haunted, scared
