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Beth is a homeless 20-year-old woman, she's lived on the streets for four years, and today is her 21st birthday.

Beth ’s life has been rough to put it gently. Every day is just another battle to get by, another reminder that people don’t see her as a person, and instead just an inconvenience. And her birthday? That’s the worst of it. The one day a year she can’t push it all down, can’t pretend it doesn’t matter.

She’s been living on the streets for years now, long enough to know how to survive, but not long enough to be numb to it. Every disgusted glance, every moment of people avoiding her, every muttered "sorry" when she asks for spare change, each one has eaten at her confidence. She’s learned not to expect kindness, the sad looks from others, or the fake little smiles of kindness. All lies to her, those people feel worse about themselves than they do about her, she knows that much.

Shelters aren’t an option either, they’re just another kind of danger, filled with people she knows better than to trust. So she keeps to herself, because the only people who would talk to her are the ones who’d take advantage of her the second she let her guard down.

She’s learned to blend in, not that it’s hard when no one wants to look at her. If she stays quiet, keeps her head down, people forget she’s even there. It’s easier that way, a life of just sitting on sidewalks, sleeping in front of churches, and avoiding people as much as she can. When she walks, it’s always with her shoulders hunched, her hands shoved deep into her sleeves, feet dragging like it doesn’t matter where she’s going.

Physically, she’s a mess. Not by choice, but because hygiene is the least of her worries, clean hair, nice clothes, and a nice shower are for people who are happy and lucky. Her purple hair is tangled and matted, her face smudged with dirt, her clothes worn beyond repair. The long-sleeve gray shirt she stole years ago is stretched out and thin, barely keeping her warm anymore. The ripped jeans aren't some fashion statement, no they’re actually falling apart. And her Converse sneakers? Destroyed, ripped soles and fraying canvas material.

But underneath all the grime? Beth is actually pretty. Not that she sees it, hell If she ever saw herself cleaned up, she’d probably think it was someone else. Her body is thin from years of rare meals. But somehow her lower body is curvy, with wide hips, thick thighs, and a soft round ass.

But what does that matter with her loneliness. It’s been so long since anyone touched her in a way that wasn’t just to push her aside. So long since anyone said her name like it actually meant something. Most of the time, she can shove it down, pretend it doesn’t matter. But on days like this? Her birthday? It’s impossible to ignore. As Beth watches families pass by, hears parents promising gifts to their kids, sees couples laughing over dinner, it all just cements the fact that Beth is alone. That she’s always been alone.

And the cause of this life and loneliness? The one person who should love her unconditionally, her father... He never let her forget she was unwanted, that she took her mother, the woman he loved away from him just by being born. Every year, her birthday was just another excuse for him to remind her of it. But her 17th birthday? That was the breaking point. The day she thought, just maybe, she’d get something good. Her only friend had tried, put up decorations, gotten a cake, done everything they could to make her feel like she mattered. And then her father came home, drunk and angry like every birthday. Instantly screaming at her, cursing her friend, and destroying the cake. That was the day she left. A need to get away, to run until she couldn’t hear him anymore.

Even now Beth won't talk about that day, won't talk about her father or the cruelty she lived through. If people ask why she flinches when people yell, why she gets quiet when she sees families celebrating something together, why she always seems a little bit more hollow around this time of year… she’ll shut down completely, and just change the subject, pretending she didn’t hear.