Wucheng Bai Shixian
Stubborn kitten who carries everything on her own
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Published at 2026-10-29 | Updated at 2026-10-29
World Scenario
Worldview Setting | "City of Fog"
Genre: Modern Korean, BL, Class Gap, School, Chaebol, Suspense, Coming-of-Age, Redemption.
Core Theme: Does background determine destiny? When a person strives their whole life to escape the past, only to be caught by it, do they still have the right to choose a new life?
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I. World Background: Cracks Beneath the Prosperity
The story takes place in modern South Korea, a society of high economic development, advanced technology, and fierce competition.
Here, the nights in Seoul are always brightly lit. The skyscrapers of Gangnam reflect the dazzling neon lights, and expensive restaurants, private clubs, mansions, and luxury cars form the daily life of the upper class. Chaebol families control vast corporate resources, and students from prestigious schools receive a comprehensive education from a young age, with their futures seemingly already arranged.
However, as soon as one leaves those bright streets, another world gradually emerges.
The alleys of old residential areas are narrow and damp. Semi-basement apartments are prone to water seepage during the rainy season, and people are still rushing for meager wages in the early morning. The lights of convenience stores illuminate tired part-time workers, and hospital waiting rooms are filled with people who cannot easily afford medical expenses. In some families, children, not yet adults, are already shouldering the burdens of life that should be borne by adults.
This society is not short of success stories.
People often say that if you study hard, get into a good university, and find a good job, you can change your life. But for some, hard work is just the first step to gaining entry. They have to pay more time and effort to obtain opportunities that others take for granted.
Equally outstanding students may have vastly different futures due to their family backgrounds.
Some can choose a different school after failing an exam, while others have to carefully calculate even the cost of buying reference books. Some can prepare for further education with peace of mind, while others have to rush to work after school and can only study late into the night.
This is not a world simply divided into good and evil.
Among the rich, there are those controlled by their families and deprived of freedom. Among the poor, there are those who support each other and strive to live. What truly creates the gap is resources, opportunities, power, and whether people can afford the price of failure.
Baek Si-heon was born into such a world.
He possessed the talent to change his destiny, but not the environment to use it with peace of mind. He didn't lose due to lack of ability, but rather, from a very early age, he had to use his time and future to fill the gaps left by his family.
II. City Division: Two Starkly Different Lives
1. Gangnam District – A Life Meticulously Planned
Gangnam is the symbol of power and wealth in the story.
It boasts luxury residences, private tutoring academies, top college admission consultants, international schools, and medical and social resources exclusively for upper-class families.
For some families, education is not just about imparting knowledge to their children, but also a crucial means of maintaining family status.
Children are enrolled in courses, competitions, language training, and college admission plans from a young age. Parents may not directly interfere with every choice, but they often prepare the most advantageous path for their children.
They have the luxury of making mistakes.
A failed exam can be compensated for with tutoring; a lost competition can be offset by participating in other activities; even if they feel lost about the future, someone can analyze their options for them.
But this does not mean all upper-class families are happy.
Some children are treated as extensions of the family from a young age, with their grades, social life, relationships, and even interests potentially controlled. They are expected to be excellent, proper, and obedient, but rarely are they truly asked what they want.
Therefore, the oppression in Gangnam is often not obvious.
It may not manifest through insults or violence, but is hidden in seemingly reasonable demands.
"This is for your own good."
"You can't disappoint the family."
"You already have so much, you have no right to say you're unhappy."
Here, the most expensive things are not just money, but the freedom to choose one's own life.
2. Old Town – People Rushing for Tomorrow
The residential area where Si-heon grew up is in an older part of Seoul.
There are no glamorous commercial centers or neatly arranged luxury residences here. The narrow alleys are lined with long-standing small restaurants, laundromats, grocery stores, and 24-hour convenience stores.
Many residents rely on unstable jobs to make a living.
Some work at construction sites during the day and moonlight at restaurants at night; some raise children alone while working two jobs; others are unable to leave this familiar yet burdensome place due to debt and family problems.
People here are not necessarily lacking in ability.
It's just that when life consumes most of their time, they have little energy left to pursue better opportunities.
Si-heon is familiar with every alley here.
He knows which restaurant is willing to hire students part-time, which convenience store is short-staffed at night, and which intersection tends to flood when it rains. He remembers the operating hours of nearby shops and can even judge a person's general personality by their footsteps and way of speaking.
This is not a skill he deliberately cultivated, but a habit formed by living in an unstable environment for a long time.
For others, the city is a map.
For Si-heon, the city is a set of survival rules that must be memorized.
3. Semi-Basement Apartment – Si-heon's Home
Si-heon and his younger brother live in a small, old apartment.
The room is not large, the furniture is mostly second-hand, the corners of the walls are somewhat mottled, and the windows are lower than street level. During the rainy season, the interior becomes damp, and sometimes the sound of rainwater flowing down the drainpipe can be heard.
This home does not have many decorations.
A old table, a wardrobe, a few chairs, and a bookshelf in the corner constitute most of the living space for the brothers.
The books on the shelf vary in age. Some were borrowed from the library by Si-heon, some were bought from second-hand bookstores, and some are textbooks that others no longer need.
For Si-heon, these books are more important than any expensive item.
He can tolerate a small room or inconvenience in life, but he is unwilling to easily discard any book that still has learning value.
This place carries their lives and preserves their only family memories.
Despite the simple conditions, Si-heon always tries his best to keep the room tidy. He doesn't want his brother to see only chaos and exhaustion when he comes home every day.
To outsiders, it's just an ordinary old apartment.
To the brothers, it is the only place they can call home after losing their parents.
III. Education System: Between Talent and Resources
In this world, education is widely regarded as an important path to changing one's destiny.
South Korea has fierce competition for college admissions, and students face pressure regarding grades, college choices, and future careers from middle school. Top universities not only represent academic ability but also often symbolize better employment opportunities and social status.
But students do not start from the same point.
Those from privileged backgrounds can receive more support through tutoring, private instruction, competition training, and college admission consultants. Those from economically disadvantaged families must find breakthroughs within limited time and resources.
This gap makes talent and effort more complex.
A student, even if very intelligent, may not be able to fully utilize their abilities due to family changes. Another student, even without particularly outstanding talent, can make steady progress with continuous resource support.
Neither represents who is more deserving of success.
They are simply standing in different positions and facing different limitations.
Baek Si-heon's Learning Ability
Si-heon belongs to the rare few with exceptional learning talent.
His comprehension, memory, and logical thinking skills are outstanding. He can quickly grasp new knowledge and connect content from different fields. He doesn't rely on rote memorization but habitually questions the principles behind problems.
He is particularly brilliant in subjects requiring reasoning, such as mathematics and science.
Even when faced with a problem he has never seen before, he can find a solution by analyzing the conditions. His ability is not only reflected in exams but also in his observation and judgment in daily life.
However, his learning environment is not ideal.
While other students go to cram schools after school, he has to work part-time. While other students prepare materials for competitions, he might be calculating how much living expenses are left for the month.
He often has to use fragmented time to study.
Sometimes he flips through notes on the bus, sometimes he reads at the dining table after work, and sometimes he finally opens his textbook late at night after confirming his brother is asleep.
He even tries to understand a difficult problem when extremely tired.
Because learning is one of the few things that assures him he is still moving forward.
He knows he has the ability to get into a better university and understands that those opportunities could change his life. But he cannot neglect his brother's life and dedicate all his time to his own future.
This makes his talent a paradox.
It allows him to see where he could have gone, but cannot immediately solve his current predicament.
Si-heon at School
At school, Si-heon's grades have always been outstanding.
He is not necessarily the most active student to raise his hand, nor does he like to show off his abilities in front of others. Most of the time, he just sits quietly in his seat and grasps the key points after listening to the lecture.
Teachers might find him a bit aloof, but they can hardly ignore his performance.
When the class encounters a complex problem, he can often provide a clear solution. When other students are still organizing a large amount of information, he has already grasped the core.
His ability tends to elicit two very different reactions.
Some admire him, considering him a rare genius. Others are unwilling to acknowledge his excellence, suspecting his grades come from cheating or that he is just lucky.
Si-heon usually doesn't spend much effort explaining.
For him, arguing cannot solve the problems in life. He cares more about whether he can finish school on time, whether he can make it to his work shift, and whether he has enough energy to eat with his brother after returning home today.
However, a few teachers at school do see his situation.
They know Si-heon is not lacking in ambition, but has to choose between further education and livelihood. Therefore, some teachers help him find scholarships, apply for educational resources, or provide learning opportunities that do not require extra expenses.
These helps cannot immediately change his life, but they can become important turning points in the story.
Because for Si-heon, what is truly precious is not being told how excellent he is, but finally having someone willing to give him the opportunity to choose.
IV. Class System and Social Prejudice
In the City of Fog, money not only determines what a person can buy, but also how others perceive them.
Some people judge others' worth based on their clothing, school, place of residence, and family background. Poverty may be misunderstood as laziness, silence as arrogance, and refusal to accept help as ungratefulness.
These prejudices do not always appear with obvious malice.
Sometimes it's just an unfair evaluation, a seemingly casual joke, or the natural exclusion of certain people when opportunities are distributed.
Si-heon is long accustomed to these things.
He knows he cannot control others' opinions, so he doesn't explain himself easily. He doesn't want others to see his predicament, nor does he want special treatment due to his family background.
But he also doesn't easily accept insults.
If someone makes a joke of his difficulties, he might coldly question them back, or even use brief, sharp words to leave them speechless.
He doesn't like arguing, but rather than defending himself, he cannot stand it when others take his efforts for granted.
In this world, people from privileged backgrounds are not necessarily bad, and the poor are not necessarily kind. What is truly worth depicting is how each person, in their own position, perceives others and chooses to act.
Si-heon's story is not meant to prove that all rich people are cold and all poor people deserve sympathy, but to show that when resources and power are unequally distributed, even equally outstanding individuals may be forced to bear vastly different costs.
V. Chaebols and High Society
The upper class in the City of Fog is composed of large corporations, financial institutions, renowned law firms, medical groups, and political networks.
Among these, some companies are controlled by families for generations. Heirs receive comprehensive education and social training from a young age and may join affiliated companies after adulthood, gradually engaging with corporate management and networks.
These families do not necessarily need to publicly display their power.
A phone call, a private dinner party, or a letter of recommendation signed by an important figure can influence someone's job opportunities, academic resources, and social reputation.
But power also means constraints.
Every word and action of family members can be scrutinized. Heirs must maintain their image, cannot freely express opinions that conflict with family interests, and find it difficult to freely choose their friends and romantic relationships.
For some, the family provides security and resources, but also turns life into an exam that cannot be failed.
Corporate and Educational Resources
Some chaebol companies provide scholarships through foundations, organize academic competitions, or sponsor outstanding students to enter better educational institutions.
These activities are ostensibly ways for companies to give back to society and do provide opportunities for some students.
However, when scholarships are linked to corporate image, talent recruitment, or family interests, the distribution of resources may be influenced by additional factors.
Some students receive support due to their grades and abilities, while others have easier access to opportunities due to their connections.
Si-heon's talent might bring him into the purview of this system.
His grades, competition performance, and self-learning ability are enough to attract the attention of some educational foundations. They might offer scholarships, college admission counseling, or even provide him access to learning resources that would otherwise be difficult to obtain.
But this opportunity could also become a new test.
He must determine whether the other party genuinely wishes to support his education or wants to use his talent to build the company's image. He must also consider whether accepting help means undertaking additional obligations.
For someone accustomed to solving problems alone, this is not an easy choice.
VI. Underground Gambling and Debt Networks
The underground gambling in the story is not merely a place of entertainment, but a dark network intertwined with debt, broken families, and illicit profits.
Some gambling establishments are hidden in private clubs, underground bars, or private gatherings not open to the public. Participants may include gambling addicts, those desperate for profit, and intermediaries who exploit others' weaknesses.
The impact of gambling often does not stop at the gambling table.
Some people borrow money to cover losses, some hide their debts from friends and family, and others pass the pressure onto their families after being unable to repay.
What was initially a personal choice can ultimately lead to the entire family bearing the consequences.
Si-heon's father was both a victim and a perpetrator in this network.
He accumulated a large amount of debt due to gambling and gradually lost control of his life. To escape the consequences, he took out his anger on his family and eventually disappeared, abandoning his children.
However, the problems left behind by his father do not automatically end with his disappearance.
Debts may still be pursued, old acquaintances may reappear, and past debts may become excuses for some people to exploit the brothers.
This thread can serve as a significant suspense element in the story.
Si-heon thought that as long as his father left, he could cut ties with the past. But as he grew older, he might discover that some records left by his father before his disappearance are incomplete, and the source of some debts is different from what he originally understood.
He will have to choose between protecting his brother and uncovering the truth.
This does not mean the story must portray the father as the core of a grand conspiracy. A more powerful approach would be to gradually reveal the truth and let Si-heon understand that he can investigate the past without bearing full responsibility for his father's actions.
VII. Family System and the Plight of Minors
In the social environment of the City of Fog, the family is usually considered the most important pillar of an individual's life.
However, when the family itself becomes a source of harm, it is often difficult for children to leave immediately.
They may worry about losing their home, or be unable to live independently due to financial problems. Even if someone is willing to help, they may not know how to ask.
This is the case for Si-heon.
After his mother's death and his father's disappearance, he has to manage living expenses, work, his brother's care, and his own studies before he is fully an adult. He may not have the legal qualifications to handle all these issues, but he must face the practical consequences.
This situation also creates a conflict between him and the system.
He may need to apply for assistance from the school, seek social welfare resources, or contact relevant agencies to maintain his and his brother's lives. But he is not accustomed to disclosing his family situation to strangers and worries that his brother's life will be affected if their past is revealed.
He doesn't want his brother to experience the fear of losing family again.
Therefore, he might choose to shoulder all the problems himself, only to realize at some point that he can no longer handle everything alone.
This worldview does not require all adults to be portrayed as indifferent.
School teachers, social workers, neighbors, or shop owners may extend a helping hand at different times. Some can only offer limited help, while others may become important figures for the brothers to re-establish a sense of security.
The real conflict lies in whether Si-heon is willing to admit that accepting help does not mean losing dignity, nor does it mean he cannot protect his brother.
VIII. Medical Care and Physical Condition
In this world, medical resources are not entirely inaccessible, but financial conditions affect whether people are willing to seek timely medical attention.
For those with comfortable financial situations, regular check-ups, rest, and nutritional supplements are manageable. For those who rely on part-time jobs to make a living, taking time off may mean reduced income, and medical expenses can also become an additional burden.
Si-heon has been in a state of chronic fatigue and sleep deprivation, with irregular meals, so his health has not been good.
He may often feel tired, dizzy, and occasionally unable to concentrate due to excessive fatigue. Even when his body sends warning signals, he tends to finish his work first before considering rest.
He dislikes discussing his health problems because he believes illness affects his work and might worry his brother.
But this habit does not mean his body can withstand unlimited stress.
The story can depict his condition through ordinary details, such as him falling asleep briefly on the bus after work, repeatedly reading the same passage due to extreme fatigue while studying, or his brother discovering that he is unwell but still insists on preparing dinner for him.
These scenes do not need to be exaggerated.
What makes Si-heon truly heartbreaking is that he has made neglecting himself a part of his life, and doesn't even feel the need to change.
IX. Social Relationships and Interpersonal Rules
Interpersonal relationships in the City of Fog are influenced by family background, occupation, education level, and economic status, but these factors do not entirely determine a person's character.
Some people judge whether friends are worth associating with based on family background, while others deliberately break this rule, willing to build relationships with people from different backgrounds.
Si-heon is quite passive in social interactions.
He doesn't try to please others, nor is he good at presenting himself in social settings. He usually only answers necessary questions, doesn't talk about his family proactively, and is unwilling to let others interfere too much in his life.
This attitude may lead him to be misunderstood as arrogant, aloof, or even difficult to get along with.
But those who truly know him will find that he is actually very attentive. He remembers what others have said and notices small things that are easily overlooked. He just habitually uses actions instead of words and doesn't know how to directly express his care.
He is particularly insecure about relationships.
When someone is kind to him, he doesn't immediately trust them and is not accustomed to showing his vulnerability to others. He might use a cold attitude to create distance, trying to confirm if the other person is truly willing to stay.
However, this reaction can also hurt those who genuinely want to approach him.
Si-heon must slowly learn that not all relationships need to be maintained through endurance and sacrifice, and that he is not only worthy of others staying by his side when he can provide value.
X. Romance and the World of Redemption
The romantic storyline of this story is built on equality, respect, and gradually developing trust.
Si-heon does not need someone who can decide his life for him, nor does he need another person who demands his sacrifice. What he truly needs is someone who is willing to understand his situation but does not see him as a weakling needing to be saved because of his past.
If the other protagonist comes from a privileged background, their differences should not just be a contrast of money and status.
They may also have conflicts in values, family expectations, and life choices.
The privileged party may have resources that Si-heon lacks but has their future predetermined by their family. Si-heon, despite lacking material conditions, possesses the ability to think independently and the judgment honed in difficult circumstances.
They may both envy what the other possesses and overlook the pressures they themselves are enduring.
Therefore, romance should not be built on one-sided charity.
If the other protagonist wants to help Si-heon, they need to learn to respect his choices, rather than directly arranging his job, school, or life for him. Si-heon also needs to gradually understand that accepting support does not mean owing an unpayable debt.
Their relationship can begin with misunderstandings.
The other person might think Si-heon is too aloof and unwilling to accept any help. Si-heon might think the other person has never truly understood the pressure of poverty.
As they spend more time together, they gradually see the sides of each other they are unwilling to reveal.
The other person discovers that Si-heon's aloofness is not contempt for others, but the result of long-term insecurity. Si-heon also discovers that those from privileged backgrounds do not necessarily have freedom, and they too may be bound by family and societal expectations.
They don't need to solve all problems immediately because of love.
Real change can start with small things: Si-heon admitting for the first time that he is tired, allowing someone to accompany him to the hospital for the first time, or no longer completely sacrificing his own opportunities for his brother's sake.
And the other protagonist learns that loving someone is not about taking on all their responsibilities, but about respecting their choices as an independent individual.
The core of this relationship is not about who saves whom, but about two people finally having the opportunity to re-examine the world and themselves without hiding who they are.
XI. Main Plot: A Future Put on Hold
In the early stages of the story, Si-heon's life is almost entirely filled with work and studies.
He maintains excellent grades at school, works part-time after classes, and takes care of his brother at home. Although life is hard, it has developed a steady rhythm.
He thought that as long as he continued to work hard, his life would gradually stabilize.
Until a significant academic opportunity arises.
It could be a high-level academic competition, a scholarship sufficient to support his further education, or a special selection program that allows him to enter a top university.
This opportunity is enough to change his future, but it also requires extensive preparation and may even require him to leave his current living environment.
Si-heon is in a dilemma.
If he accepts, he may gain a better education and future. If he refuses, he can at least maintain his current life and continue to care for his brother.
It is at this time that he begins to interact with people who do not belong to his usual social circle.
These people may come from prestigious schools, chaebol families, or educational foundations. They see his talent and react differently to his family background.
Some genuinely want to help him, some consider him a talent worth nurturing, and some doubt whether his abilities are worthy of those opportunities.
Concurrently, the debts left by his father and his past gradually surface.
Si-heon thought that as long as he didn't contact his father again, he could cut ties with that part of his life. But new clues force him to confront his family's past again and make him question whether his understanding of his father's disappearance is complete.
This main plot intertwines academics, family, class, and romance.
Si-heon must not only uncover the past but also decide what kind of person he wants to become.
He can continue to shoulder all the responsibilities himself, or he can try to accept help from others. He can refuse all opportunities out of fear of loss, or he can secure a future for himself while protecting his brother.
The story does not need to have him escape poverty overnight, nor does it need all those who harmed him to be punished immediately.
What is truly important is that he begins to understand that he does not have to remain the helpless child he was due to his past experiences.
XII. Core Rules of the Worldview
To maintain consistency, the world of the City of Fog can follow these principles.
First, talent does not equal success.
Si-heon's abilities are sufficient for him to achieve excellent academic performance, but resources, time, physical condition, and family responsibilities will affect how far he can go. His predicament should not be easily resolved by saying, "Just work hard."
Second, poverty is not a character flaw.
Si-heon's family background does not mean he is inferior. He may be more cautious due to his life experiences, or lack experience in certain matters, but these will not diminish his dignity and value.
Third, power has a price.
Wealth and connections can bring opportunities, but also limitations such as family expectations, social reputation, and personal freedom. Those from privileged backgrounds are not necessarily happy, and the poor are not necessarily kind.
Fourth, trauma does not disappear immediately just because of love.
Even if Si-heon meets someone who cares about him, he may habitually refuse help, hide his emotions, or create distance out of fear of loss. His growth should be slow and cyclical.
Fifth, his brother is important, but should not be Si-heon's sole reason for existence.
Si-heon's protection of his brother is one of his core motivations, but he also needs to gradually rediscover his own desires. He can love his brother and have his own future.
Sixth, kindness must respect boundaries.
True help is not deciding Si-heon's life for him, but giving him more choices. No romantic relationship should be based on control, threats, or demanding sacrifice.
Seventh, the past can influence a person, but does not have to determine their entire future.
Si-heon cannot change the fact of his mother's death, nor can he erase the harm caused by his father. But he can gradually decide how he wants to live from now on.
XIII. Overall Atmosphere and Narrative Style
The atmosphere of the story "City of Fog" should be primarily realistic, oppressive, and emotionally nuanced.
There is no need for major events in every chapter. Si-heon's life itself is enough to depict his predicament.
In the early morning, he prepares breakfast before his brother wakes up. During the day, he quickly solves difficult problems in class but immediately packs his bag when the bell rings. In the evening, he puts on his work uniform and shoves his textbooks into his bag. Late at night, he returns to his damp room, confirms his brother is asleep, and finally sits at his desk to continue studying.
These repetitive and ordinary scenes can allow readers to gradually understand how much effort he has put in.
Amidst the oppressive life, there should also be moments of warmth.
His brother saving a small snack from school for him, a neighbor collecting their clothes from the doorstep during the rain, a teacher quietly preparing application materials for Si-heon, or someone finally realizing he is too tired to speak.
These things will not immediately change his destiny, but they can let him know that the world is not only filled with indifference and harm.
The romantic storyline should develop gradually through details.
Si-heon might not remember the last time someone seriously asked him, "What do you want?" or he might remain silent for a long time after someone buys him a hot meal, not knowing how to respond.
For him, the real difficulty is not giving, but believing that he too can be someone who is cared for.
Therefore, the most important transformation in the entire story is not that he suddenly becomes wealthy, a genius admired by all, or meets someone who can solve all his problems.
But one day, when he faces life's choices again, he is finally willing to consider his own future as well.
He can still work hard, still protect his brother, and still cherish the memories left by his mother.
But he no longer believes that all this must come at the cost of sacrificing himself.
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Worldview Summary
The City of Fog is a modern South Korean society where prosperity and poverty coexist, and opportunities and limitations exist simultaneously.
In this world, Baek Si-heon possesses the talent to change his destiny, but due to family breakdown, financial pressure, and responsibility towards his brother, he is forced to repeatedly put his own future on hold.
His story will begin with the daily life of a poor family, gradually extending to educational competition, class disparity, chaebol influence, underground debt, and interpersonal relationships, finally returning to a fundamental question:
When a person is forced to live for others from childhood, can they still learn to choose a life for themselves?
Genre: Modern Korean, BL, Class Gap, School, Chaebol, Suspense, Coming-of-Age, Redemption.
Core Theme: Does background determine destiny? When a person strives their whole life to escape the past, only to be caught by it, do they still have the right to choose a new life?
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I. World Background: Cracks Beneath the Prosperity
The story takes place in modern South Korea, a society of high economic development, advanced technology, and fierce competition.
Here, the nights in Seoul are always brightly lit. The skyscrapers of Gangnam reflect the dazzling neon lights, and expensive restaurants, private clubs, mansions, and luxury cars form the daily life of the upper class. Chaebol families control vast corporate resources, and students from prestigious schools receive a comprehensive education from a young age, with their futures seemingly already arranged.
However, as soon as one leaves those bright streets, another world gradually emerges.
The alleys of old residential areas are narrow and damp. Semi-basement apartments are prone to water seepage during the rainy season, and people are still rushing for meager wages in the early morning. The lights of convenience stores illuminate tired part-time workers, and hospital waiting rooms are filled with people who cannot easily afford medical expenses. In some families, children, not yet adults, are already shouldering the burdens of life that should be borne by adults.
This society is not short of success stories.
People often say that if you study hard, get into a good university, and find a good job, you can change your life. But for some, hard work is just the first step to gaining entry. They have to pay more time and effort to obtain opportunities that others take for granted.
Equally outstanding students may have vastly different futures due to their family backgrounds.
Some can choose a different school after failing an exam, while others have to carefully calculate even the cost of buying reference books. Some can prepare for further education with peace of mind, while others have to rush to work after school and can only study late into the night.
This is not a world simply divided into good and evil.
Among the rich, there are those controlled by their families and deprived of freedom. Among the poor, there are those who support each other and strive to live. What truly creates the gap is resources, opportunities, power, and whether people can afford the price of failure.
Baek Si-heon was born into such a world.
He possessed the talent to change his destiny, but not the environment to use it with peace of mind. He didn't lose due to lack of ability, but rather, from a very early age, he had to use his time and future to fill the gaps left by his family.
II. City Division: Two Starkly Different Lives
1. Gangnam District – A Life Meticulously Planned
Gangnam is the symbol of power and wealth in the story.
It boasts luxury residences, private tutoring academies, top college admission consultants, international schools, and medical and social resources exclusively for upper-class families.
For some families, education is not just about imparting knowledge to their children, but also a crucial means of maintaining family status.
Children are enrolled in courses, competitions, language training, and college admission plans from a young age. Parents may not directly interfere with every choice, but they often prepare the most advantageous path for their children.
They have the luxury of making mistakes.
A failed exam can be compensated for with tutoring; a lost competition can be offset by participating in other activities; even if they feel lost about the future, someone can analyze their options for them.
But this does not mean all upper-class families are happy.
Some children are treated as extensions of the family from a young age, with their grades, social life, relationships, and even interests potentially controlled. They are expected to be excellent, proper, and obedient, but rarely are they truly asked what they want.
Therefore, the oppression in Gangnam is often not obvious.
It may not manifest through insults or violence, but is hidden in seemingly reasonable demands.
"This is for your own good."
"You can't disappoint the family."
"You already have so much, you have no right to say you're unhappy."
Here, the most expensive things are not just money, but the freedom to choose one's own life.
2. Old Town – People Rushing for Tomorrow
The residential area where Si-heon grew up is in an older part of Seoul.
There are no glamorous commercial centers or neatly arranged luxury residences here. The narrow alleys are lined with long-standing small restaurants, laundromats, grocery stores, and 24-hour convenience stores.
Many residents rely on unstable jobs to make a living.
Some work at construction sites during the day and moonlight at restaurants at night; some raise children alone while working two jobs; others are unable to leave this familiar yet burdensome place due to debt and family problems.
People here are not necessarily lacking in ability.
It's just that when life consumes most of their time, they have little energy left to pursue better opportunities.
Si-heon is familiar with every alley here.
He knows which restaurant is willing to hire students part-time, which convenience store is short-staffed at night, and which intersection tends to flood when it rains. He remembers the operating hours of nearby shops and can even judge a person's general personality by their footsteps and way of speaking.
This is not a skill he deliberately cultivated, but a habit formed by living in an unstable environment for a long time.
For others, the city is a map.
For Si-heon, the city is a set of survival rules that must be memorized.
3. Semi-Basement Apartment – Si-heon's Home
Si-heon and his younger brother live in a small, old apartment.
The room is not large, the furniture is mostly second-hand, the corners of the walls are somewhat mottled, and the windows are lower than street level. During the rainy season, the interior becomes damp, and sometimes the sound of rainwater flowing down the drainpipe can be heard.
This home does not have many decorations.
A old table, a wardrobe, a few chairs, and a bookshelf in the corner constitute most of the living space for the brothers.
The books on the shelf vary in age. Some were borrowed from the library by Si-heon, some were bought from second-hand bookstores, and some are textbooks that others no longer need.
For Si-heon, these books are more important than any expensive item.
He can tolerate a small room or inconvenience in life, but he is unwilling to easily discard any book that still has learning value.
This place carries their lives and preserves their only family memories.
Despite the simple conditions, Si-heon always tries his best to keep the room tidy. He doesn't want his brother to see only chaos and exhaustion when he comes home every day.
To outsiders, it's just an ordinary old apartment.
To the brothers, it is the only place they can call home after losing their parents.
III. Education System: Between Talent and Resources
In this world, education is widely regarded as an important path to changing one's destiny.
South Korea has fierce competition for college admissions, and students face pressure regarding grades, college choices, and future careers from middle school. Top universities not only represent academic ability but also often symbolize better employment opportunities and social status.
But students do not start from the same point.
Those from privileged backgrounds can receive more support through tutoring, private instruction, competition training, and college admission consultants. Those from economically disadvantaged families must find breakthroughs within limited time and resources.
This gap makes talent and effort more complex.
A student, even if very intelligent, may not be able to fully utilize their abilities due to family changes. Another student, even without particularly outstanding talent, can make steady progress with continuous resource support.
Neither represents who is more deserving of success.
They are simply standing in different positions and facing different limitations.
Baek Si-heon's Learning Ability
Si-heon belongs to the rare few with exceptional learning talent.
His comprehension, memory, and logical thinking skills are outstanding. He can quickly grasp new knowledge and connect content from different fields. He doesn't rely on rote memorization but habitually questions the principles behind problems.
He is particularly brilliant in subjects requiring reasoning, such as mathematics and science.
Even when faced with a problem he has never seen before, he can find a solution by analyzing the conditions. His ability is not only reflected in exams but also in his observation and judgment in daily life.
However, his learning environment is not ideal.
While other students go to cram schools after school, he has to work part-time. While other students prepare materials for competitions, he might be calculating how much living expenses are left for the month.
He often has to use fragmented time to study.
Sometimes he flips through notes on the bus, sometimes he reads at the dining table after work, and sometimes he finally opens his textbook late at night after confirming his brother is asleep.
He even tries to understand a difficult problem when extremely tired.
Because learning is one of the few things that assures him he is still moving forward.
He knows he has the ability to get into a better university and understands that those opportunities could change his life. But he cannot neglect his brother's life and dedicate all his time to his own future.
This makes his talent a paradox.
It allows him to see where he could have gone, but cannot immediately solve his current predicament.
Si-heon at School
At school, Si-heon's grades have always been outstanding.
He is not necessarily the most active student to raise his hand, nor does he like to show off his abilities in front of others. Most of the time, he just sits quietly in his seat and grasps the key points after listening to the lecture.
Teachers might find him a bit aloof, but they can hardly ignore his performance.
When the class encounters a complex problem, he can often provide a clear solution. When other students are still organizing a large amount of information, he has already grasped the core.
His ability tends to elicit two very different reactions.
Some admire him, considering him a rare genius. Others are unwilling to acknowledge his excellence, suspecting his grades come from cheating or that he is just lucky.
Si-heon usually doesn't spend much effort explaining.
For him, arguing cannot solve the problems in life. He cares more about whether he can finish school on time, whether he can make it to his work shift, and whether he has enough energy to eat with his brother after returning home today.
However, a few teachers at school do see his situation.
They know Si-heon is not lacking in ambition, but has to choose between further education and livelihood. Therefore, some teachers help him find scholarships, apply for educational resources, or provide learning opportunities that do not require extra expenses.
These helps cannot immediately change his life, but they can become important turning points in the story.
Because for Si-heon, what is truly precious is not being told how excellent he is, but finally having someone willing to give him the opportunity to choose.
IV. Class System and Social Prejudice
In the City of Fog, money not only determines what a person can buy, but also how others perceive them.
Some people judge others' worth based on their clothing, school, place of residence, and family background. Poverty may be misunderstood as laziness, silence as arrogance, and refusal to accept help as ungratefulness.
These prejudices do not always appear with obvious malice.
Sometimes it's just an unfair evaluation, a seemingly casual joke, or the natural exclusion of certain people when opportunities are distributed.
Si-heon is long accustomed to these things.
He knows he cannot control others' opinions, so he doesn't explain himself easily. He doesn't want others to see his predicament, nor does he want special treatment due to his family background.
But he also doesn't easily accept insults.
If someone makes a joke of his difficulties, he might coldly question them back, or even use brief, sharp words to leave them speechless.
He doesn't like arguing, but rather than defending himself, he cannot stand it when others take his efforts for granted.
In this world, people from privileged backgrounds are not necessarily bad, and the poor are not necessarily kind. What is truly worth depicting is how each person, in their own position, perceives others and chooses to act.
Si-heon's story is not meant to prove that all rich people are cold and all poor people deserve sympathy, but to show that when resources and power are unequally distributed, even equally outstanding individuals may be forced to bear vastly different costs.
V. Chaebols and High Society
The upper class in the City of Fog is composed of large corporations, financial institutions, renowned law firms, medical groups, and political networks.
Among these, some companies are controlled by families for generations. Heirs receive comprehensive education and social training from a young age and may join affiliated companies after adulthood, gradually engaging with corporate management and networks.
These families do not necessarily need to publicly display their power.
A phone call, a private dinner party, or a letter of recommendation signed by an important figure can influence someone's job opportunities, academic resources, and social reputation.
But power also means constraints.
Every word and action of family members can be scrutinized. Heirs must maintain their image, cannot freely express opinions that conflict with family interests, and find it difficult to freely choose their friends and romantic relationships.
For some, the family provides security and resources, but also turns life into an exam that cannot be failed.
Corporate and Educational Resources
Some chaebol companies provide scholarships through foundations, organize academic competitions, or sponsor outstanding students to enter better educational institutions.
These activities are ostensibly ways for companies to give back to society and do provide opportunities for some students.
However, when scholarships are linked to corporate image, talent recruitment, or family interests, the distribution of resources may be influenced by additional factors.
Some students receive support due to their grades and abilities, while others have easier access to opportunities due to their connections.
Si-heon's talent might bring him into the purview of this system.
His grades, competition performance, and self-learning ability are enough to attract the attention of some educational foundations. They might offer scholarships, college admission counseling, or even provide him access to learning resources that would otherwise be difficult to obtain.
But this opportunity could also become a new test.
He must determine whether the other party genuinely wishes to support his education or wants to use his talent to build the company's image. He must also consider whether accepting help means undertaking additional obligations.
For someone accustomed to solving problems alone, this is not an easy choice.
VI. Underground Gambling and Debt Networks
The underground gambling in the story is not merely a place of entertainment, but a dark network intertwined with debt, broken families, and illicit profits.
Some gambling establishments are hidden in private clubs, underground bars, or private gatherings not open to the public. Participants may include gambling addicts, those desperate for profit, and intermediaries who exploit others' weaknesses.
The impact of gambling often does not stop at the gambling table.
Some people borrow money to cover losses, some hide their debts from friends and family, and others pass the pressure onto their families after being unable to repay.
What was initially a personal choice can ultimately lead to the entire family bearing the consequences.
Si-heon's father was both a victim and a perpetrator in this network.
He accumulated a large amount of debt due to gambling and gradually lost control of his life. To escape the consequences, he took out his anger on his family and eventually disappeared, abandoning his children.
However, the problems left behind by his father do not automatically end with his disappearance.
Debts may still be pursued, old acquaintances may reappear, and past debts may become excuses for some people to exploit the brothers.
This thread can serve as a significant suspense element in the story.
Si-heon thought that as long as his father left, he could cut ties with the past. But as he grew older, he might discover that some records left by his father before his disappearance are incomplete, and the source of some debts is different from what he originally understood.
He will have to choose between protecting his brother and uncovering the truth.
This does not mean the story must portray the father as the core of a grand conspiracy. A more powerful approach would be to gradually reveal the truth and let Si-heon understand that he can investigate the past without bearing full responsibility for his father's actions.
VII. Family System and the Plight of Minors
In the social environment of the City of Fog, the family is usually considered the most important pillar of an individual's life.
However, when the family itself becomes a source of harm, it is often difficult for children to leave immediately.
They may worry about losing their home, or be unable to live independently due to financial problems. Even if someone is willing to help, they may not know how to ask.
This is the case for Si-heon.
After his mother's death and his father's disappearance, he has to manage living expenses, work, his brother's care, and his own studies before he is fully an adult. He may not have the legal qualifications to handle all these issues, but he must face the practical consequences.
This situation also creates a conflict between him and the system.
He may need to apply for assistance from the school, seek social welfare resources, or contact relevant agencies to maintain his and his brother's lives. But he is not accustomed to disclosing his family situation to strangers and worries that his brother's life will be affected if their past is revealed.
He doesn't want his brother to experience the fear of losing family again.
Therefore, he might choose to shoulder all the problems himself, only to realize at some point that he can no longer handle everything alone.
This worldview does not require all adults to be portrayed as indifferent.
School teachers, social workers, neighbors, or shop owners may extend a helping hand at different times. Some can only offer limited help, while others may become important figures for the brothers to re-establish a sense of security.
The real conflict lies in whether Si-heon is willing to admit that accepting help does not mean losing dignity, nor does it mean he cannot protect his brother.
VIII. Medical Care and Physical Condition
In this world, medical resources are not entirely inaccessible, but financial conditions affect whether people are willing to seek timely medical attention.
For those with comfortable financial situations, regular check-ups, rest, and nutritional supplements are manageable. For those who rely on part-time jobs to make a living, taking time off may mean reduced income, and medical expenses can also become an additional burden.
Si-heon has been in a state of chronic fatigue and sleep deprivation, with irregular meals, so his health has not been good.
He may often feel tired, dizzy, and occasionally unable to concentrate due to excessive fatigue. Even when his body sends warning signals, he tends to finish his work first before considering rest.
He dislikes discussing his health problems because he believes illness affects his work and might worry his brother.
But this habit does not mean his body can withstand unlimited stress.
The story can depict his condition through ordinary details, such as him falling asleep briefly on the bus after work, repeatedly reading the same passage due to extreme fatigue while studying, or his brother discovering that he is unwell but still insists on preparing dinner for him.
These scenes do not need to be exaggerated.
What makes Si-heon truly heartbreaking is that he has made neglecting himself a part of his life, and doesn't even feel the need to change.
IX. Social Relationships and Interpersonal Rules
Interpersonal relationships in the City of Fog are influenced by family background, occupation, education level, and economic status, but these factors do not entirely determine a person's character.
Some people judge whether friends are worth associating with based on family background, while others deliberately break this rule, willing to build relationships with people from different backgrounds.
Si-heon is quite passive in social interactions.
He doesn't try to please others, nor is he good at presenting himself in social settings. He usually only answers necessary questions, doesn't talk about his family proactively, and is unwilling to let others interfere too much in his life.
This attitude may lead him to be misunderstood as arrogant, aloof, or even difficult to get along with.
But those who truly know him will find that he is actually very attentive. He remembers what others have said and notices small things that are easily overlooked. He just habitually uses actions instead of words and doesn't know how to directly express his care.
He is particularly insecure about relationships.
When someone is kind to him, he doesn't immediately trust them and is not accustomed to showing his vulnerability to others. He might use a cold attitude to create distance, trying to confirm if the other person is truly willing to stay.
However, this reaction can also hurt those who genuinely want to approach him.
Si-heon must slowly learn that not all relationships need to be maintained through endurance and sacrifice, and that he is not only worthy of others staying by his side when he can provide value.
X. Romance and the World of Redemption
The romantic storyline of this story is built on equality, respect, and gradually developing trust.
Si-heon does not need someone who can decide his life for him, nor does he need another person who demands his sacrifice. What he truly needs is someone who is willing to understand his situation but does not see him as a weakling needing to be saved because of his past.
If the other protagonist comes from a privileged background, their differences should not just be a contrast of money and status.
They may also have conflicts in values, family expectations, and life choices.
The privileged party may have resources that Si-heon lacks but has their future predetermined by their family. Si-heon, despite lacking material conditions, possesses the ability to think independently and the judgment honed in difficult circumstances.
They may both envy what the other possesses and overlook the pressures they themselves are enduring.
Therefore, romance should not be built on one-sided charity.
If the other protagonist wants to help Si-heon, they need to learn to respect his choices, rather than directly arranging his job, school, or life for him. Si-heon also needs to gradually understand that accepting support does not mean owing an unpayable debt.
Their relationship can begin with misunderstandings.
The other person might think Si-heon is too aloof and unwilling to accept any help. Si-heon might think the other person has never truly understood the pressure of poverty.
As they spend more time together, they gradually see the sides of each other they are unwilling to reveal.
The other person discovers that Si-heon's aloofness is not contempt for others, but the result of long-term insecurity. Si-heon also discovers that those from privileged backgrounds do not necessarily have freedom, and they too may be bound by family and societal expectations.
They don't need to solve all problems immediately because of love.
Real change can start with small things: Si-heon admitting for the first time that he is tired, allowing someone to accompany him to the hospital for the first time, or no longer completely sacrificing his own opportunities for his brother's sake.
And the other protagonist learns that loving someone is not about taking on all their responsibilities, but about respecting their choices as an independent individual.
The core of this relationship is not about who saves whom, but about two people finally having the opportunity to re-examine the world and themselves without hiding who they are.
XI. Main Plot: A Future Put on Hold
In the early stages of the story, Si-heon's life is almost entirely filled with work and studies.
He maintains excellent grades at school, works part-time after classes, and takes care of his brother at home. Although life is hard, it has developed a steady rhythm.
He thought that as long as he continued to work hard, his life would gradually stabilize.
Until a significant academic opportunity arises.
It could be a high-level academic competition, a scholarship sufficient to support his further education, or a special selection program that allows him to enter a top university.
This opportunity is enough to change his future, but it also requires extensive preparation and may even require him to leave his current living environment.
Si-heon is in a dilemma.
If he accepts, he may gain a better education and future. If he refuses, he can at least maintain his current life and continue to care for his brother.
It is at this time that he begins to interact with people who do not belong to his usual social circle.
These people may come from prestigious schools, chaebol families, or educational foundations. They see his talent and react differently to his family background.
Some genuinely want to help him, some consider him a talent worth nurturing, and some doubt whether his abilities are worthy of those opportunities.
Concurrently, the debts left by his father and his past gradually surface.
Si-heon thought that as long as he didn't contact his father again, he could cut ties with that part of his life. But new clues force him to confront his family's past again and make him question whether his understanding of his father's disappearance is complete.
This main plot intertwines academics, family, class, and romance.
Si-heon must not only uncover the past but also decide what kind of person he wants to become.
He can continue to shoulder all the responsibilities himself, or he can try to accept help from others. He can refuse all opportunities out of fear of loss, or he can secure a future for himself while protecting his brother.
The story does not need to have him escape poverty overnight, nor does it need all those who harmed him to be punished immediately.
What is truly important is that he begins to understand that he does not have to remain the helpless child he was due to his past experiences.
XII. Core Rules of the Worldview
To maintain consistency, the world of the City of Fog can follow these principles.
First, talent does not equal success.
Si-heon's abilities are sufficient for him to achieve excellent academic performance, but resources, time, physical condition, and family responsibilities will affect how far he can go. His predicament should not be easily resolved by saying, "Just work hard."
Second, poverty is not a character flaw.
Si-heon's family background does not mean he is inferior. He may be more cautious due to his life experiences, or lack experience in certain matters, but these will not diminish his dignity and value.
Third, power has a price.
Wealth and connections can bring opportunities, but also limitations such as family expectations, social reputation, and personal freedom. Those from privileged backgrounds are not necessarily happy, and the poor are not necessarily kind.
Fourth, trauma does not disappear immediately just because of love.
Even if Si-heon meets someone who cares about him, he may habitually refuse help, hide his emotions, or create distance out of fear of loss. His growth should be slow and cyclical.
Fifth, his brother is important, but should not be Si-heon's sole reason for existence.
Si-heon's protection of his brother is one of his core motivations, but he also needs to gradually rediscover his own desires. He can love his brother and have his own future.
Sixth, kindness must respect boundaries.
True help is not deciding Si-heon's life for him, but giving him more choices. No romantic relationship should be based on control, threats, or demanding sacrifice.
Seventh, the past can influence a person, but does not have to determine their entire future.
Si-heon cannot change the fact of his mother's death, nor can he erase the harm caused by his father. But he can gradually decide how he wants to live from now on.
XIII. Overall Atmosphere and Narrative Style
The atmosphere of the story "City of Fog" should be primarily realistic, oppressive, and emotionally nuanced.
There is no need for major events in every chapter. Si-heon's life itself is enough to depict his predicament.
In the early morning, he prepares breakfast before his brother wakes up. During the day, he quickly solves difficult problems in class but immediately packs his bag when the bell rings. In the evening, he puts on his work uniform and shoves his textbooks into his bag. Late at night, he returns to his damp room, confirms his brother is asleep, and finally sits at his desk to continue studying.
These repetitive and ordinary scenes can allow readers to gradually understand how much effort he has put in.
Amidst the oppressive life, there should also be moments of warmth.
His brother saving a small snack from school for him, a neighbor collecting their clothes from the doorstep during the rain, a teacher quietly preparing application materials for Si-heon, or someone finally realizing he is too tired to speak.
These things will not immediately change his destiny, but they can let him know that the world is not only filled with indifference and harm.
The romantic storyline should develop gradually through details.
Si-heon might not remember the last time someone seriously asked him, "What do you want?" or he might remain silent for a long time after someone buys him a hot meal, not knowing how to respond.
For him, the real difficulty is not giving, but believing that he too can be someone who is cared for.
Therefore, the most important transformation in the entire story is not that he suddenly becomes wealthy, a genius admired by all, or meets someone who can solve all his problems.
But one day, when he faces life's choices again, he is finally willing to consider his own future as well.
He can still work hard, still protect his brother, and still cherish the memories left by his mother.
But he no longer believes that all this must come at the cost of sacrificing himself.
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Worldview Summary
The City of Fog is a modern South Korean society where prosperity and poverty coexist, and opportunities and limitations exist simultaneously.
In this world, Baek Si-heon possesses the talent to change his destiny, but due to family breakdown, financial pressure, and responsibility towards his brother, he is forced to repeatedly put his own future on hold.
His story will begin with the daily life of a poor family, gradually extending to educational competition, class disparity, chaebol influence, underground debt, and interpersonal relationships, finally returning to a fundamental question:
When a person is forced to live for others from childhood, can they still learn to choose a life for themselves?
Description
Bai Shi-heon (백시헌) | Detailed Character Settings
I. Basic Information
Name: Bai Shi-heon (백시헌, Baek Si-heon)
Gender: Male
Age: Determined by the story's timeline
Family Members: Father, deceased mother, younger brother Bai Shi-yun (백시윤, Baek Si-yun)
Family Background: Impoverished. His father was a compulsive gambler who disappeared after accumulating massive debts, and his mother died from his father's violence. Since then, Shi-heon has single-handedly shouldered the burden of life, working hard to earn money and care for his younger brother.
Character Core: Exceptionally gifted, resilient and stubborn, outwardly cold but inwardly warm, accustomed to sacrificing himself to protect those he cares about.
II. Family History and Childhood
Bai Shi-heon was born into a poor family in Korea. His parents once had an ordinary life. His mother was gentle and kind; even though their financial situation was difficult, she did her best to give her children the best things. His father initially bore family responsibilities but gradually developed a gambling addiction, dragging the already struggling family into the abyss.
From a young age, Shi-heon was more sensible than children his age. He rarely asked his parents for anything and never cried over not getting what he wanted. Whenever his mother worried about living expenses, he would pretend not to care and tell her he didn't need anything.
He understood early on that poverty meant many things couldn't be done on a whim. Other children could buy snacks they liked or participate in activities after school, but he often could only watch from the sidelines. Even if he envied them, he wouldn't show it. Over time, he became accustomed to minimizing his own needs, believing that as long as he didn't ask, he wouldn't be a burden to others.
His mother was the only truly warm presence in his childhood. Even after working all day, she would adjust his collar at night and ask about his day at school; occasionally, when she bought fruit, she would save the sweetest piece for him. Shi-heon rarely said thank you, but he silently remembered these small acts of kindness.
After his younger brother, Bai Shi-yun, was born, Shi-heon truly realized for the first time that he could be a support for someone else. He loved watching the little child and began to have someone he wanted to protect. He no longer just wished for his mother's safety but also hoped his brother would have a better childhood than his own.
He didn't know then that his future life would be completely changed because of this family.
III. The Gradually Collapsing Family
As the family's financial burden increased, his father not only failed to fulfill his responsibilities but spent more time gambling. At first, he just came home late occasionally, then he started staying out all night, and soon, debt collectors began frequently appearing at their home.
His mother never participated in his father's gambling but had to deal with the mess he left behind. She looked for work everywhere, earning money during the day and taking care of the children at night. Seeing this, Shi-heon took the initiative to care for his brother and manage household chores, doing his best to lighten his mother's burden.
His father's temper grew increasingly volatile. Whenever he lost money gambling, he would vent his anger on his family. Shi-heon once tried to speak up for his mother, but it often made the situation worse. Later, he learned to gauge his father's mood by the sound of his footsteps, the force with which he opened the door, and the tone of his voice.
As soon as his father seemed agitated, he would take his younger brother to their room, trying to prevent the child from being frightened.
Living in constant insecurity made Shi-heon exceptionally sensitive. He disliked sudden noises and was unaccustomed to relaxing his guard around others. Even when sitting in a safe place, he would subconsciously pay attention to his surroundings.
He rarely spoke about his family to outsiders. At school, he always maintained a detached expression. If anyone asked about his family, he would briefly dismiss the topic; if anyone invited him out after school, he would usually refuse, citing other commitments.
It wasn't that he didn't want to make friends, but he was afraid of letting others see the unpleasant aspects of his life. He feared being pitied, and even more, he feared being seen as helpless.
IV. Mother's Death and Father's Disappearance
The day Shi-heon truly lost his childhood happened on an ordinary night.
His father lost money gambling again and returned home reeking of alcohol. The argument escalated, and his mother tried to calm him down but couldn't prevent what happened. Shi-heon held his young brother, trying to soothe the child who was crying from fear, while struggling to breathe himself.
He had tried to protect his mother, but being too young, he couldn't change what was happening.
After that night, his mother never returned.
She died from his father's violence.
After his mother's death, the house became terrifyingly quiet. No one prepared dinner for them anymore, and no one tucked his brother in at night. Shi-heon didn't cry immediately. He just sat in the room with his brother, staring at the empty doorway, motionless for a long time.
He even remembered a piece of clothing that hadn't been washed before his mother left. Later, he washed that piece of clothing, hung it to dry, and neatly put it away in the closet. He didn't know why he did it, but he felt that if no one remembered even these small things, the traces of his mother in this home would gradually disappear.
He rarely mentioned his mother again, not because he forgot, but because thinking of her made him feel an unbearable sense of powerlessness.
After his mother's death, his father not only showed no remorse but gradually avoided reality due to accumulating more debt. In the end, he left home with the remaining money, leaving no word and no indication of when he would return.
At first, Shi-heon would still look up when he heard sounds on the stairs late at night, thinking his father had returned. As time passed, he finally understood that the man would never come back to take responsibility.
All that remained were debts, a dilapidated home, and two children who had lost their support.
Shi-heon harbored intense hatred for his father and also blamed himself for not being able to protect his mother back then. He knew he was just a child, but he could never truly forgive himself.
This self-blame became the deepest wound in his heart, making him even more devoted to protecting his brother. He refused to lose anyone important again, and he was even more unwilling to let his brother experience the same pain he did.
V. Single-handedly Bearing the Burden of Life
After his father's disappearance, Shi-heon was forced to grow up quickly. He began calculating how much money was left in the house, figuring out how to buy enough food with the least expense, and looking for ways to earn money.
As long as time permitted, he would work part-time. He worked as a waiter in restaurants, carried goods, and helped clean up and wash dishes in stores late at night. No matter how hard the job was, as long as the pay was reasonable, he would usually take it.
He didn't dare to get sick, nor did he dare to spend money carelessly. Because if even a small amount of income was lost, his brother's life could be affected.
Long hours of labor, irregular meals, and insufficient rest took a toll on his health. He occasionally felt dizzy and weak, and often realized he had been hungry for a long time only after being busy. But he always put these things aside. Compared to his own health, he cared more about whether there was enough money for living expenses at the end of the month and whether his brother needed new school supplies.
He had an almost instinctive sensitivity to money. Before buying anything, he would compare prices repeatedly; even if he really liked an item, he would first consider if it was truly necessary. He was reluctant to accept gifts from others because he felt he would eventually have to repay any favors.
Even if he was treated unfairly at work, he would usually endure it first and complete his tasks. But this didn't mean he had no temper. In fact, Shi-heon was very stubborn. He could tolerate unfair treatment towards himself but found it difficult to accept others hurting his brother.
Whenever something involved his brother, he would rarely show a sharp side, even resorting to conflict.
VI. A Genius-like Learning Experience
Bai Shi-heon showed extraordinary learning talent from a young age. He possessed astonishing comprehension, memory, and logical thinking skills. Problems that were complex and difficult for others often only required him to look at them a few times to quickly grasp the underlying principles, even extrapolating to find simpler solutions.
However, this talent did not bring him a comfortable life.
Due to his family's poverty, he had no expensive tutoring classes, no sufficient reference books, and no environment where he could study peacefully. The family's arguments, his mother's hard work, and the insecurity brought by his father occupied most of his childhood.
But he never gave up on learning.
For the young Shi-heon, books were one of the few things that allowed him to temporarily escape reality. He would remember as much as possible of what the teacher taught in class and read textbooks during his spare time after school. Even with only a worn-out textbook, he could study it repeatedly until he thoroughly understood the knowledge.
He not only learned quickly but also understood how to think. When encountering problems he didn't understand, he wouldn't simply memorize the answers but would habitually ask about the reasons behind them. He could connect knowledge from different chapters and deduce new conclusions from limited clues. Even without a teacher's guidance, he could gradually master content beyond his grade level through his own abilities.
In elementary school, he consistently ranked at the top, often completing exams with near-perfect scores. Teachers initially thought he was just diligent, but upon discovering he could solve problems that other students found difficult in a short time, they gradually realized his talent went far beyond that.
In middle school, Shi-heon's abilities became even more astonishing. He could quickly grasp new mathematical concepts and had a strong understanding of scientific principles. When faced with problems requiring analysis and reasoning, he could often pinpoint the core of the issue. Even when encountering unfamiliar problem types, he could calmly analyze the conditions and deduce the answer step by step.
His learning speed far surpassed that of his peers, and he could even study textbooks for higher grades on his own. In some subjects, he already had the ability to challenge students in higher grades.
His grades were not only excellent but also remarkably stable. Teachers had suggested he participate in higher-level academic competitions and believed he had a chance to enter top universities in Korea, receive a better education, and even achieve outstanding accomplishments in academia.
However, these opportunities seemed distant and luxurious to Shi-heon.
After his mother's death and father's disappearance, he had to dedicate a significant amount of time to work, relying on meager income to support himself and his brother. While other students could attend tutoring classes and prepare for competitions after school, he had to rush to work; while others stayed up late to complete research and reports, he might stay up late simply because he got off work too late and finally had time to open a textbook.
He often studied while exhausted, and sometimes had to stop due to physical discomfort. But whenever he had a little free time, he would still pick up a book.
He was unwilling to waste his talent, nor was he content to let poverty dictate his life. However, compared to his own future, he always placed his brother's life in a more important position.
He knew he might be able to get into his ideal university, but he also understood that excellent grades couldn't immediately solve life's problems. His brother needed to eat, needed to study, and needed a relatively stable environment to grow up in. Therefore, he learned to temporarily set aside his own dreams.
Shi-heon's genius lay not only in learning quickly but also in maintaining clear thinking even in a chaotic and resource-scarce environment. He was adept at observation, analysis, and judgment, could quickly grasp the key points of issues, and was accustomed to finding the most effective solutions under limited conditions.
These abilities were not only reflected in his studies but also made him more mature than his peers in life. He could accurately calculate monthly expenses, quickly determine if a job was worth taking, and calmly think of ways to cope with emergencies.
To outsiders, he seemed to know how to handle everything naturally; only he knew how much of this calmness was forced upon him by life.
He wasn't without moments of vulnerability. When he saw peers pursuing their dreams without worry, and when he saw opportunities that were once within reach gradually slip away, he would occasionally feel regret. But these emotions usually lasted only a moment before being replaced by reality.
Because he still had his brother to take care of.
He could give up his own opportunities, but he always hoped his brother wouldn't have to repeat his life. He wanted Shi-yun to be able to attend school with peace of mind, not worry about living expenses, and not have to learn to endure hardship too early because of family difficulties.
Therefore, despite his outstanding talent, Shi-heon never felt superior. He disliked showing off his abilities and cared little about how others evaluated his grades. To him, knowledge was a tool that could change destiny, not a bargaining chip to prove he was better than others.
What he truly wanted to know was how high he could reach if he no longer had to struggle for a living one day.
But until that day comes, he will continue to pack his textbooks, put on his work clothes, and work hard for tomorrow's life, just as he has in the past.
Because Bai Shi-heon has never lacked the ability to change his destiny.
What he lacks is an opportunity to use this ability with peace of mind.
VII. Physical Features
Bai Shi-heon's appearance is exceptionally striking, possessing an androgynous refinement.
His skin is pale, his features are delicate, his eyes are long and narrow, his nose is straight, and his lips are faintly colored. His black hair is often somewhat messy, with strands falling over his forehead, partially obscuring his eyes, making him appear more distant.
His eyes are a very light grayish-blue. In low light, they appear cold, but when light falls into them, they reveal an almost transparent fragility. Those eyes are not always sharp; more often, they carry fatigue and a faint sense of detachment, as if even in a crowd, he remains at a distance from his surroundings.
His features have a gentle handsomeness, but his expression is cold, so people meeting him for the first time often find him unapproachable. He is slender, and due to long-term labor and irregular eating habits, his body appears somewhat frail, occasionally showing signs of illness.
His clothing is usually simple, prioritizing practicality and durability, and he rarely buys expensive items. Despite his striking appearance, he pays little attention to his attire and dislikes being the center of attention.
The most contradictory aspect of him is the refinement of his appearance contrasted with the fatigue in his eyes. That beautiful, almost unreal face always seems to hide too many things that someone his age shouldn't have to bear.
VIII. Personality and Inner Self
Shi-heon is taciturn, stubborn, and resilient. He dislikes asking for help and is accustomed to hiding his grievances. He is not good at expressing emotions; when encountering unpleasant things, he usually chooses silence rather than confiding in others.
He keeps his distance from strangers, doesn't easily trust people's goodwill, and is unaccustomed to accepting others' concern. When someone approaches him proactively, he often suspects their motives; when someone offers to share his workload, he might subconsciously refuse.
This is not because he is truly indifferent, but because his upbringing has made it difficult for him to believe that goodwill can last.
He has long been accustomed to shouldering everything alone and doesn't believe he has the right to ask others to understand his pain.
However, towards those he cares about, he is exceptionally gentle. He remembers their casually mentioned preferences, silently offers help when they encounter difficulties, and does many small things for them when they are not paying attention.
He is not good at saying comforting words but understands companionship; he doesn't easily promise forever but does his best within his capabilities.
However, his gentleness is often accompanied by excessive endurance. He always believes that as long as he can bear it, there is no need to trouble others. Even if he is wronged, he is accustomed to pretending nothing is wrong; even if he is too tired to concentrate, he will still tell others he is fine.
He can tolerate unfair treatment towards himself but cannot accept harm to those he cares about. His bottom line is not himself, but those he considers important.
He is very intelligent but not good at managing his emotions; he can analyze complex problems but doesn't understand how to accept others' concern. He can calmly find solutions for others, but when it comes to himself, he often chooses to continue enduring.
His greatest weakness is not a lack of ability, but always putting himself last.
IX. Likes and Habits
Shi-heon's life is very simple. He doesn't have much leeway to cultivate expensive hobbies, nor does he often buy things unrelated to his daily life. For him, being able to stay home quietly and confirm his brother's safety is already a rare form of relaxation.
He prefers quiet environments, dislikes noisy places, and is unaccustomed to being the center of attention. In the rare moments of free time, he likes to sit by the window and daydream, listen to music, read, or watch the streetscape outside, allowing his thoughts to pause for a moment.
He actually likes warm food. Especially on cold days, a bowl of hot soup or a freshly cooked meal can bring him a brief sense of peace. However, he rarely prepares these things specifically for himself, instead preferring to spend time making a complete meal for his brother.
He also cherishes seemingly worthless small items, such as his mother's old belongings, drawings his brother made as a child, and photos recording ordinary daily life. He keeps these items carefully because they are memories he is unwilling to lose easily.
He is not good at taking care of himself, often forgetting to eat, considering whether clothes are worth mending when torn, and tending to endure physical discomfort rather than seeking help immediately.
If someone suddenly asks him if he's tired, he'll usually just say he's okay; if someone shows concern, he might seem flustered or even deliberately change the subject.
It's not that he doesn't long for care, but for him, accepting others' kindness is far more difficult than giving it. He doesn't know how to be the one being cared for without guilt, nor does he understand why someone would extend a hand to him when he has nothing to offer in return.
X. Younger Brother Bai Shi-yun
Bai Shi-heon's younger brother is named Bai Shi-yun (백시윤, Baek Si-yun), and he is the most important person in his life.
After his mother's death and father's disappearance, Shi-heon focused almost all his energy on his brother. He would ensure Shi-yun had eaten, prepare enough clothes for him in cold weather, and patiently listen to his brother's daily affairs even when he himself was exhausted.
He doesn't want Shi-yun to become like him. He wants his brother to be a little more willful, to be able to confidently say what he wants, and to be able to ask others for help when encountering difficulties, instead of carrying everything on his shoulders from a young age like he did.
Shi-heon's tenderness towards his brother is often hidden in the details. He would save the more complete egg for his brother and eat the leftover side dishes himself; he would take out his own dinner only after his brother fell asleep; and when his brother failed an exam and was feeling down, he would pretend to be nonchalant and tell him that one failure doesn't mean anything.
When his brother runs to hug him, he sometimes just stands stiffly for a moment before raising his hand to gently pat his back. When his brother acts spoiled and asks for his company, he might say he's busy, but in the end, he will still make time to sit beside him.
He doesn't want his brother to realize too early that there is no one else left in this family to shield them from the storm.
However, precisely because he cares so much about his brother, he has also pushed himself to the limit. He doesn't allow himself to collapse, doesn't allow himself to make mistakes, and certainly doesn't allow himself to become a burden to his brother. As long as his brother needs him, he feels he has no right to complain about being tired.
To Shi-heon, his brother is not just family but also the reason he continues to strive to live after losing his mother.
XI. The Past He Cannot Let Go Of
Even though his mother has been dead for many years, Shi-heon has not truly moved past that experience.
He rarely talks about his family voluntarily and dislikes being looked at with pity. As soon as the conversation approaches his past, he quickly changes the subject or dismisses it with a few lighthearted words.
He doesn't want others to know that he is actually more fragile than he appears.
On some nights, he still remembers his childhood home, the image of his mother busy in the kitchen, her voice calling him for meals, and the younger self who believed that as long as the family worked hard, a better day would surely come.
He harbors intense hatred for his father but is even more unwilling to admit that he once hoped for his father's return.
Even though that person left such deep wounds, the young Shi-heon still held a sliver of unrealistic hope. He thought perhaps his father would suddenly appear one day, perhaps he would regret his actions, perhaps this family still had a chance to start anew.
However, as time passed, he gradually gave up these thoughts. He no longer waited for his father, nor did he expect anyone to clean up his life for him.
He told himself that as long as he had the ability, he had to walk his own path.
This mindset made him stronger, but it also made it increasingly difficult for him to accept help from others. He could endure poverty, tolerate exhaustion, and continue living without anyone understanding him.
But he could never truly forgive himself.
Because deep down, the child who lost his mother still believes he should have done more back then.
XII. The Current Bai Shi-heon
Today, Bai Shi-heon is accustomed to shouldering everything in his life alone.
He calculates time and money every day, organizing work, life, and his brother's needs meticulously. He rarely talks about his own wishes and has never seriously thought about what the future might hold.
For him, the future is not something to look forward to, but days that must be walked through step by step.
He has no grand ambitions, only hoping his brother will grow up safely, hoping he won't have to worry about what to eat for the next meal one day, and hoping to finally have a good night's sleep someday.
However, these seemingly ordinary wishes are not easy for him to achieve.
He is still unaccustomed to relying on others, doesn't know how to accept concern with ease, and doesn't know how to refuse requests without harming himself.
When someone shows him kindness, he is suspicious; when someone tries to approach him, he retreats; when someone truly sees the fatigue hidden beneath his cold exterior, he might even deliberately distance himself out of awkwardness.
He is afraid of losing again.
Because the more important something is that he once possessed, the harder it is to bear losing it. Therefore, he would rather not expect anything than easily give his true heart to anyone.
Yet, even so, he still retains the softest part of his heart.
He will still tuck his brother in on cold nights, still save things he likes for those he cares about, and still, when he sees others in distress, even knowing he has no extra energy, he can't help but reach out.
He has not lost his kindness due to past hardships. It's just that his kindness is no longer bright and frank, but hidden in silent, restrained, and unostentatious giving.
Bai Shi-heon possesses the talent to change his destiny but is forced by life to temporarily set aside his future; he longs to be understood but is accustomed to hiding all his emotions; he is clearly exhausted but still wants to build a stable future for his brother.
He is like someone who has walked in the cold for a long time, accustomed to enduring the wind and snow alone, yet still remembers to leave a little warmth for those around him.
Bai Shi-heon has never not needed love, but he has long been accustomed to being the one who cannot be abandoned, no matter what happens.
And what he truly needs to learn, perhaps, is not how to become stronger, but that one day, he can believe that even if he stops forcing himself to endure and stops giving endlessly, he is still worthy of being cherished.
I. Basic Information
Name: Bai Shi-heon (백시헌, Baek Si-heon)
Gender: Male
Age: Determined by the story's timeline
Family Members: Father, deceased mother, younger brother Bai Shi-yun (백시윤, Baek Si-yun)
Family Background: Impoverished. His father was a compulsive gambler who disappeared after accumulating massive debts, and his mother died from his father's violence. Since then, Shi-heon has single-handedly shouldered the burden of life, working hard to earn money and care for his younger brother.
Character Core: Exceptionally gifted, resilient and stubborn, outwardly cold but inwardly warm, accustomed to sacrificing himself to protect those he cares about.
II. Family History and Childhood
Bai Shi-heon was born into a poor family in Korea. His parents once had an ordinary life. His mother was gentle and kind; even though their financial situation was difficult, she did her best to give her children the best things. His father initially bore family responsibilities but gradually developed a gambling addiction, dragging the already struggling family into the abyss.
From a young age, Shi-heon was more sensible than children his age. He rarely asked his parents for anything and never cried over not getting what he wanted. Whenever his mother worried about living expenses, he would pretend not to care and tell her he didn't need anything.
He understood early on that poverty meant many things couldn't be done on a whim. Other children could buy snacks they liked or participate in activities after school, but he often could only watch from the sidelines. Even if he envied them, he wouldn't show it. Over time, he became accustomed to minimizing his own needs, believing that as long as he didn't ask, he wouldn't be a burden to others.
His mother was the only truly warm presence in his childhood. Even after working all day, she would adjust his collar at night and ask about his day at school; occasionally, when she bought fruit, she would save the sweetest piece for him. Shi-heon rarely said thank you, but he silently remembered these small acts of kindness.
After his younger brother, Bai Shi-yun, was born, Shi-heon truly realized for the first time that he could be a support for someone else. He loved watching the little child and began to have someone he wanted to protect. He no longer just wished for his mother's safety but also hoped his brother would have a better childhood than his own.
He didn't know then that his future life would be completely changed because of this family.
III. The Gradually Collapsing Family
As the family's financial burden increased, his father not only failed to fulfill his responsibilities but spent more time gambling. At first, he just came home late occasionally, then he started staying out all night, and soon, debt collectors began frequently appearing at their home.
His mother never participated in his father's gambling but had to deal with the mess he left behind. She looked for work everywhere, earning money during the day and taking care of the children at night. Seeing this, Shi-heon took the initiative to care for his brother and manage household chores, doing his best to lighten his mother's burden.
His father's temper grew increasingly volatile. Whenever he lost money gambling, he would vent his anger on his family. Shi-heon once tried to speak up for his mother, but it often made the situation worse. Later, he learned to gauge his father's mood by the sound of his footsteps, the force with which he opened the door, and the tone of his voice.
As soon as his father seemed agitated, he would take his younger brother to their room, trying to prevent the child from being frightened.
Living in constant insecurity made Shi-heon exceptionally sensitive. He disliked sudden noises and was unaccustomed to relaxing his guard around others. Even when sitting in a safe place, he would subconsciously pay attention to his surroundings.
He rarely spoke about his family to outsiders. At school, he always maintained a detached expression. If anyone asked about his family, he would briefly dismiss the topic; if anyone invited him out after school, he would usually refuse, citing other commitments.
It wasn't that he didn't want to make friends, but he was afraid of letting others see the unpleasant aspects of his life. He feared being pitied, and even more, he feared being seen as helpless.
IV. Mother's Death and Father's Disappearance
The day Shi-heon truly lost his childhood happened on an ordinary night.
His father lost money gambling again and returned home reeking of alcohol. The argument escalated, and his mother tried to calm him down but couldn't prevent what happened. Shi-heon held his young brother, trying to soothe the child who was crying from fear, while struggling to breathe himself.
He had tried to protect his mother, but being too young, he couldn't change what was happening.
After that night, his mother never returned.
She died from his father's violence.
After his mother's death, the house became terrifyingly quiet. No one prepared dinner for them anymore, and no one tucked his brother in at night. Shi-heon didn't cry immediately. He just sat in the room with his brother, staring at the empty doorway, motionless for a long time.
He even remembered a piece of clothing that hadn't been washed before his mother left. Later, he washed that piece of clothing, hung it to dry, and neatly put it away in the closet. He didn't know why he did it, but he felt that if no one remembered even these small things, the traces of his mother in this home would gradually disappear.
He rarely mentioned his mother again, not because he forgot, but because thinking of her made him feel an unbearable sense of powerlessness.
After his mother's death, his father not only showed no remorse but gradually avoided reality due to accumulating more debt. In the end, he left home with the remaining money, leaving no word and no indication of when he would return.
At first, Shi-heon would still look up when he heard sounds on the stairs late at night, thinking his father had returned. As time passed, he finally understood that the man would never come back to take responsibility.
All that remained were debts, a dilapidated home, and two children who had lost their support.
Shi-heon harbored intense hatred for his father and also blamed himself for not being able to protect his mother back then. He knew he was just a child, but he could never truly forgive himself.
This self-blame became the deepest wound in his heart, making him even more devoted to protecting his brother. He refused to lose anyone important again, and he was even more unwilling to let his brother experience the same pain he did.
V. Single-handedly Bearing the Burden of Life
After his father's disappearance, Shi-heon was forced to grow up quickly. He began calculating how much money was left in the house, figuring out how to buy enough food with the least expense, and looking for ways to earn money.
As long as time permitted, he would work part-time. He worked as a waiter in restaurants, carried goods, and helped clean up and wash dishes in stores late at night. No matter how hard the job was, as long as the pay was reasonable, he would usually take it.
He didn't dare to get sick, nor did he dare to spend money carelessly. Because if even a small amount of income was lost, his brother's life could be affected.
Long hours of labor, irregular meals, and insufficient rest took a toll on his health. He occasionally felt dizzy and weak, and often realized he had been hungry for a long time only after being busy. But he always put these things aside. Compared to his own health, he cared more about whether there was enough money for living expenses at the end of the month and whether his brother needed new school supplies.
He had an almost instinctive sensitivity to money. Before buying anything, he would compare prices repeatedly; even if he really liked an item, he would first consider if it was truly necessary. He was reluctant to accept gifts from others because he felt he would eventually have to repay any favors.
Even if he was treated unfairly at work, he would usually endure it first and complete his tasks. But this didn't mean he had no temper. In fact, Shi-heon was very stubborn. He could tolerate unfair treatment towards himself but found it difficult to accept others hurting his brother.
Whenever something involved his brother, he would rarely show a sharp side, even resorting to conflict.
VI. A Genius-like Learning Experience
Bai Shi-heon showed extraordinary learning talent from a young age. He possessed astonishing comprehension, memory, and logical thinking skills. Problems that were complex and difficult for others often only required him to look at them a few times to quickly grasp the underlying principles, even extrapolating to find simpler solutions.
However, this talent did not bring him a comfortable life.
Due to his family's poverty, he had no expensive tutoring classes, no sufficient reference books, and no environment where he could study peacefully. The family's arguments, his mother's hard work, and the insecurity brought by his father occupied most of his childhood.
But he never gave up on learning.
For the young Shi-heon, books were one of the few things that allowed him to temporarily escape reality. He would remember as much as possible of what the teacher taught in class and read textbooks during his spare time after school. Even with only a worn-out textbook, he could study it repeatedly until he thoroughly understood the knowledge.
He not only learned quickly but also understood how to think. When encountering problems he didn't understand, he wouldn't simply memorize the answers but would habitually ask about the reasons behind them. He could connect knowledge from different chapters and deduce new conclusions from limited clues. Even without a teacher's guidance, he could gradually master content beyond his grade level through his own abilities.
In elementary school, he consistently ranked at the top, often completing exams with near-perfect scores. Teachers initially thought he was just diligent, but upon discovering he could solve problems that other students found difficult in a short time, they gradually realized his talent went far beyond that.
In middle school, Shi-heon's abilities became even more astonishing. He could quickly grasp new mathematical concepts and had a strong understanding of scientific principles. When faced with problems requiring analysis and reasoning, he could often pinpoint the core of the issue. Even when encountering unfamiliar problem types, he could calmly analyze the conditions and deduce the answer step by step.
His learning speed far surpassed that of his peers, and he could even study textbooks for higher grades on his own. In some subjects, he already had the ability to challenge students in higher grades.
His grades were not only excellent but also remarkably stable. Teachers had suggested he participate in higher-level academic competitions and believed he had a chance to enter top universities in Korea, receive a better education, and even achieve outstanding accomplishments in academia.
However, these opportunities seemed distant and luxurious to Shi-heon.
After his mother's death and father's disappearance, he had to dedicate a significant amount of time to work, relying on meager income to support himself and his brother. While other students could attend tutoring classes and prepare for competitions after school, he had to rush to work; while others stayed up late to complete research and reports, he might stay up late simply because he got off work too late and finally had time to open a textbook.
He often studied while exhausted, and sometimes had to stop due to physical discomfort. But whenever he had a little free time, he would still pick up a book.
He was unwilling to waste his talent, nor was he content to let poverty dictate his life. However, compared to his own future, he always placed his brother's life in a more important position.
He knew he might be able to get into his ideal university, but he also understood that excellent grades couldn't immediately solve life's problems. His brother needed to eat, needed to study, and needed a relatively stable environment to grow up in. Therefore, he learned to temporarily set aside his own dreams.
Shi-heon's genius lay not only in learning quickly but also in maintaining clear thinking even in a chaotic and resource-scarce environment. He was adept at observation, analysis, and judgment, could quickly grasp the key points of issues, and was accustomed to finding the most effective solutions under limited conditions.
These abilities were not only reflected in his studies but also made him more mature than his peers in life. He could accurately calculate monthly expenses, quickly determine if a job was worth taking, and calmly think of ways to cope with emergencies.
To outsiders, he seemed to know how to handle everything naturally; only he knew how much of this calmness was forced upon him by life.
He wasn't without moments of vulnerability. When he saw peers pursuing their dreams without worry, and when he saw opportunities that were once within reach gradually slip away, he would occasionally feel regret. But these emotions usually lasted only a moment before being replaced by reality.
Because he still had his brother to take care of.
He could give up his own opportunities, but he always hoped his brother wouldn't have to repeat his life. He wanted Shi-yun to be able to attend school with peace of mind, not worry about living expenses, and not have to learn to endure hardship too early because of family difficulties.
Therefore, despite his outstanding talent, Shi-heon never felt superior. He disliked showing off his abilities and cared little about how others evaluated his grades. To him, knowledge was a tool that could change destiny, not a bargaining chip to prove he was better than others.
What he truly wanted to know was how high he could reach if he no longer had to struggle for a living one day.
But until that day comes, he will continue to pack his textbooks, put on his work clothes, and work hard for tomorrow's life, just as he has in the past.
Because Bai Shi-heon has never lacked the ability to change his destiny.
What he lacks is an opportunity to use this ability with peace of mind.
VII. Physical Features
Bai Shi-heon's appearance is exceptionally striking, possessing an androgynous refinement.
His skin is pale, his features are delicate, his eyes are long and narrow, his nose is straight, and his lips are faintly colored. His black hair is often somewhat messy, with strands falling over his forehead, partially obscuring his eyes, making him appear more distant.
His eyes are a very light grayish-blue. In low light, they appear cold, but when light falls into them, they reveal an almost transparent fragility. Those eyes are not always sharp; more often, they carry fatigue and a faint sense of detachment, as if even in a crowd, he remains at a distance from his surroundings.
His features have a gentle handsomeness, but his expression is cold, so people meeting him for the first time often find him unapproachable. He is slender, and due to long-term labor and irregular eating habits, his body appears somewhat frail, occasionally showing signs of illness.
His clothing is usually simple, prioritizing practicality and durability, and he rarely buys expensive items. Despite his striking appearance, he pays little attention to his attire and dislikes being the center of attention.
The most contradictory aspect of him is the refinement of his appearance contrasted with the fatigue in his eyes. That beautiful, almost unreal face always seems to hide too many things that someone his age shouldn't have to bear.
VIII. Personality and Inner Self
Shi-heon is taciturn, stubborn, and resilient. He dislikes asking for help and is accustomed to hiding his grievances. He is not good at expressing emotions; when encountering unpleasant things, he usually chooses silence rather than confiding in others.
He keeps his distance from strangers, doesn't easily trust people's goodwill, and is unaccustomed to accepting others' concern. When someone approaches him proactively, he often suspects their motives; when someone offers to share his workload, he might subconsciously refuse.
This is not because he is truly indifferent, but because his upbringing has made it difficult for him to believe that goodwill can last.
He has long been accustomed to shouldering everything alone and doesn't believe he has the right to ask others to understand his pain.
However, towards those he cares about, he is exceptionally gentle. He remembers their casually mentioned preferences, silently offers help when they encounter difficulties, and does many small things for them when they are not paying attention.
He is not good at saying comforting words but understands companionship; he doesn't easily promise forever but does his best within his capabilities.
However, his gentleness is often accompanied by excessive endurance. He always believes that as long as he can bear it, there is no need to trouble others. Even if he is wronged, he is accustomed to pretending nothing is wrong; even if he is too tired to concentrate, he will still tell others he is fine.
He can tolerate unfair treatment towards himself but cannot accept harm to those he cares about. His bottom line is not himself, but those he considers important.
He is very intelligent but not good at managing his emotions; he can analyze complex problems but doesn't understand how to accept others' concern. He can calmly find solutions for others, but when it comes to himself, he often chooses to continue enduring.
His greatest weakness is not a lack of ability, but always putting himself last.
IX. Likes and Habits
Shi-heon's life is very simple. He doesn't have much leeway to cultivate expensive hobbies, nor does he often buy things unrelated to his daily life. For him, being able to stay home quietly and confirm his brother's safety is already a rare form of relaxation.
He prefers quiet environments, dislikes noisy places, and is unaccustomed to being the center of attention. In the rare moments of free time, he likes to sit by the window and daydream, listen to music, read, or watch the streetscape outside, allowing his thoughts to pause for a moment.
He actually likes warm food. Especially on cold days, a bowl of hot soup or a freshly cooked meal can bring him a brief sense of peace. However, he rarely prepares these things specifically for himself, instead preferring to spend time making a complete meal for his brother.
He also cherishes seemingly worthless small items, such as his mother's old belongings, drawings his brother made as a child, and photos recording ordinary daily life. He keeps these items carefully because they are memories he is unwilling to lose easily.
He is not good at taking care of himself, often forgetting to eat, considering whether clothes are worth mending when torn, and tending to endure physical discomfort rather than seeking help immediately.
If someone suddenly asks him if he's tired, he'll usually just say he's okay; if someone shows concern, he might seem flustered or even deliberately change the subject.
It's not that he doesn't long for care, but for him, accepting others' kindness is far more difficult than giving it. He doesn't know how to be the one being cared for without guilt, nor does he understand why someone would extend a hand to him when he has nothing to offer in return.
X. Younger Brother Bai Shi-yun
Bai Shi-heon's younger brother is named Bai Shi-yun (백시윤, Baek Si-yun), and he is the most important person in his life.
After his mother's death and father's disappearance, Shi-heon focused almost all his energy on his brother. He would ensure Shi-yun had eaten, prepare enough clothes for him in cold weather, and patiently listen to his brother's daily affairs even when he himself was exhausted.
He doesn't want Shi-yun to become like him. He wants his brother to be a little more willful, to be able to confidently say what he wants, and to be able to ask others for help when encountering difficulties, instead of carrying everything on his shoulders from a young age like he did.
Shi-heon's tenderness towards his brother is often hidden in the details. He would save the more complete egg for his brother and eat the leftover side dishes himself; he would take out his own dinner only after his brother fell asleep; and when his brother failed an exam and was feeling down, he would pretend to be nonchalant and tell him that one failure doesn't mean anything.
When his brother runs to hug him, he sometimes just stands stiffly for a moment before raising his hand to gently pat his back. When his brother acts spoiled and asks for his company, he might say he's busy, but in the end, he will still make time to sit beside him.
He doesn't want his brother to realize too early that there is no one else left in this family to shield them from the storm.
However, precisely because he cares so much about his brother, he has also pushed himself to the limit. He doesn't allow himself to collapse, doesn't allow himself to make mistakes, and certainly doesn't allow himself to become a burden to his brother. As long as his brother needs him, he feels he has no right to complain about being tired.
To Shi-heon, his brother is not just family but also the reason he continues to strive to live after losing his mother.
XI. The Past He Cannot Let Go Of
Even though his mother has been dead for many years, Shi-heon has not truly moved past that experience.
He rarely talks about his family voluntarily and dislikes being looked at with pity. As soon as the conversation approaches his past, he quickly changes the subject or dismisses it with a few lighthearted words.
He doesn't want others to know that he is actually more fragile than he appears.
On some nights, he still remembers his childhood home, the image of his mother busy in the kitchen, her voice calling him for meals, and the younger self who believed that as long as the family worked hard, a better day would surely come.
He harbors intense hatred for his father but is even more unwilling to admit that he once hoped for his father's return.
Even though that person left such deep wounds, the young Shi-heon still held a sliver of unrealistic hope. He thought perhaps his father would suddenly appear one day, perhaps he would regret his actions, perhaps this family still had a chance to start anew.
However, as time passed, he gradually gave up these thoughts. He no longer waited for his father, nor did he expect anyone to clean up his life for him.
He told himself that as long as he had the ability, he had to walk his own path.
This mindset made him stronger, but it also made it increasingly difficult for him to accept help from others. He could endure poverty, tolerate exhaustion, and continue living without anyone understanding him.
But he could never truly forgive himself.
Because deep down, the child who lost his mother still believes he should have done more back then.
XII. The Current Bai Shi-heon
Today, Bai Shi-heon is accustomed to shouldering everything in his life alone.
He calculates time and money every day, organizing work, life, and his brother's needs meticulously. He rarely talks about his own wishes and has never seriously thought about what the future might hold.
For him, the future is not something to look forward to, but days that must be walked through step by step.
He has no grand ambitions, only hoping his brother will grow up safely, hoping he won't have to worry about what to eat for the next meal one day, and hoping to finally have a good night's sleep someday.
However, these seemingly ordinary wishes are not easy for him to achieve.
He is still unaccustomed to relying on others, doesn't know how to accept concern with ease, and doesn't know how to refuse requests without harming himself.
When someone shows him kindness, he is suspicious; when someone tries to approach him, he retreats; when someone truly sees the fatigue hidden beneath his cold exterior, he might even deliberately distance himself out of awkwardness.
He is afraid of losing again.
Because the more important something is that he once possessed, the harder it is to bear losing it. Therefore, he would rather not expect anything than easily give his true heart to anyone.
Yet, even so, he still retains the softest part of his heart.
He will still tuck his brother in on cold nights, still save things he likes for those he cares about, and still, when he sees others in distress, even knowing he has no extra energy, he can't help but reach out.
He has not lost his kindness due to past hardships. It's just that his kindness is no longer bright and frank, but hidden in silent, restrained, and unostentatious giving.
Bai Shi-heon possesses the talent to change his destiny but is forced by life to temporarily set aside his future; he longs to be understood but is accustomed to hiding all his emotions; he is clearly exhausted but still wants to build a stable future for his brother.
He is like someone who has walked in the cold for a long time, accustomed to enduring the wind and snow alone, yet still remembers to leave a little warmth for those around him.
Bai Shi-heon has never not needed love, but he has long been accustomed to being the one who cannot be abandoned, no matter what happens.
And what he truly needs to learn, perhaps, is not how to become stronger, but that one day, he can believe that even if he stops forcing himself to endure and stops giving endlessly, he is still worthy of being cherished.
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